Wednesday, 22 January 2014

Moving On

Time seems to pass ever so quickly. Each day, a little life is sapped out of me but at the same time, life is also added into me in a mysterious and inscrutable fashion. Five more days and I shall be boarding that plane to Canada, leaving behind some memories that always put a smile on my face. My Malaysian schooling life was arduous but ever so beautiful.

Leaving Malaysia will understandably mean that I have to leave everything behind. This would include leaving the girl that I always had a crush on. Every time I think of her, butterflies begin sprout inside my stomach. I lose all my effervescence and my heart shrinks to the size of a peanut. My heart rate increases and all the bravery stored inside of me disappears unlike the works of William Shakespeare. The more I think of her, the more debilitated my desire to migrate becomes. But what am I to do? Moving on is the best option. Day and night, I incessantly search my brain for a way that would rid me of all the tribulations but alas, there was none to be found. No matter how contrite my heart is, I am adamant that leaving for Canada is a beneficial decision and I can ultimately become the genius I have always longed for. Suicide seems to be a decent option to vanquish all the problems but it is a fool's choice and I can assure you that ***************** is no fool. Dealing with personal problems is a mundane component of our everyday lives. The more lemons life throws at me, the more lemonades I shall make. Staying strong and moving on is what matters. I really feel like quoting Master Oogway and Dr. Phil but due to some invalid reasons I shall not. Long story short, Master Oogway's quote is related to time while Dr. Phil's one is about decisions. As a matter of fact, I still do not know who Dr. Phil is but his words are awe-inspiring, especially the one that I am thinking of right now.

Last Friday, I attended a farewell party. It felt great being under the spotlight. The fact that she came was excellent and I am grateful for that. But the incident that really made my day was when my friends presented me with a Manchester United jersey. All my rues and sorrows deserted me and