20th/July/1974
I now have a secret, a big one and it has effected lots of people but I am not proud of this secret, it is not a good secret, because it has made lots of people sad and it will make others busy and confused and my secret was the end of something and I really hope no-one finds it out because if it is figured out I will send away for a long time and I don’t want that to happen.
26th/July/1974
This secret is killing me, I’m feeling quiet guilty because of it, it’s eating me alive but they might ask me a couple of question as usual but they probably won’t think I had any part in it but I hope I don’t confess.
2nd/August/1974
I’ve become a wreck they ask me the usual questions I didn’t give in and didn’t confessed but since then I’ve been feeling more guilty, the guilt is eating me more and more alive I can’t handle this they’ve had broadcast asking the public if they have any information and they keep showing his face and I feeling more guilty because he’s the reason for all of this he you could say give me this secret and I wish that is never happened.
10th/August/1974
It’s sort of gone down abit there are no more broadcast but still little bits on the news but I change the channel straight away because I want it gone and out of my life but I’m still feeling guilty
21st/August/1974
They Keep Asking Around if they know anything it, They Also Asked me Again But I again didn’t give myself away but still I thought it was over and done but I was wrong but I do think they would convict the wrong which is what I was hope-ing for in the first place but so far it seems like they have nothing so I guess I just sit and wait.
2nd/September/1974
It killing me they just won’t let it rest they keep pressuring this they think it’s someone else which is good but my conscious thinks otherwise so it eating away with me I’m having flashbacks of it which makes it his fault because I didn’t know I thought I knock him out ,nothing else but I thought wrong.
11th/September/1974
It’s just child’s play at the moment which these they think it’s Charles Ibbotson They have arrested him and charged him which manslaughter in the 3rd degree which mean life in jail and no chance of parole but that could be me so to say I’m grateful what be an understatement I am very grateful and thankful that it’s not me.
