I wish that I could say that I have completely pulled myself through this period of not knowing who I am, however in contrast, the struggle to regain solid ground has been all uphill and the burden of feeling lost in my world became magnified, more confused, and a period of testing that I am not even sure how I survived this time, except by the grace of God and the support of my daughters and friends. I am confident, however, that these trials that I have been going through are going to work out for the good, eventually.
I should probably give a brief overview of what has been going on this past year. To begin with, when my husband came home from Afghanistan, he was changed, I was changed, we were no longer on the same team or even the same mind set. When he left, he was my best friend; when he came home, life was a roller coaster going full speed with no brakes! We have not yet been able to find what we had before he left, and the loss I feel is tremendous.
In addition to my husband returning as a stranger, my twins were each suffering in completely different ways, one with an eating disorder with image distortion and her sister with depression and disconnection to our whole immediate family. When they began to suffer with problems beyond my ability to help them with, I suddenly felt as if I was a failure as a mother. Although my girls today tell me I've been a great mother and should not feel guilty for what they have been going through, I still bear the
there. A lot of that had to do with my limited understanding of the story, and the way it was told to me. When dless died I was only six years old. As a young boy growing up in Alaska, I always had plenty of opportunity to get my fill of the great outdoors. In fact, it was heavily encouraged by my family, my friends, my schools etc. In school we were required to read books like My Side of the Mountain by Jean Craighead George and Hatchet by Gary Paulsen. My parents property backs up to a large…
Tree Plaza to get my brothers and sisters Christmas present. Aislin is not really a girly girl; she is more into trucks and guns. Even though I try to get her dolls, she chucks them on the ground to play with the trucks. Alexei, how can I describe him, he loves playing with trucks and dolls, while Dimitri is your stereotypical boy. I miss them so much; I wonder how much they have grown over the years. Anyway back to the story, I went into the bank to deposit a check I received for my scholarship at…
It’s a warm summer day in the middle of July and I decide that I am going to stop wasting my time inside the house and I am going to go do something with my friend Josh. Josh and I are really good friends and we happen to enjoy the same things like sports, funny movies and making money. Around 7 p.m. I call Josh and ask “Hey Josh, let’s do something new tonight.” Josh says, “I’m up for anything man, what do you have in mind?” As I think of new places that we can go to I come across this advertisement…
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"Where's Vincent?" my mother asked with the usual concern that she held for her first, fragile son. I shifted uncomfortably and managed to casually utter "I haven't seen him." Lying to them about this small detail was obviously for the good of everyone. I had thought about it since the start of dinner, quietly deliberating what to tell our parents. If Vincent wanted to leave I wasn't about to stop him. Besides, how could I have explained what inspired Vincent to leave, especially to my father who only…
Assignment #1 My Transformational Story Growing up as the youngest child of seven living in a government housing development project was not without challenges. Both of my parents migrated to Canada to seek opportunities and an overall better life for our family. My father was factory worker and my mother was a seamstress who mainly worked from home. My parents were extreme opposites in their approach to their vocations, my mother was a visionary entrepreneur not afraid to take risks and my father was…
about how her family would gather around and tell stories that would impact Cofer and her cousins life. These stories were passed down form generation to generation. These stories also showed Cofer and her cousin what to avoid in life and what to engage in life. The stories ended up becoming very important to Cofer and a huge part of her life. The family stories would talk about life on the island versus their life now in the city. These stories had an influence on her. Cofer writes, “I grew up…
Daniyal Mueenuddin’s, point of view on Pakistani life and culture. The book uses descriptive details to show the emotions, actions, and thoughts of the characters as they progress through their story. What stood out to me, and probably most other readers, the most was that none of the stories had a fairytale ending. Each story in In Other Rooms, Other Wonders ended with struggle, hardship, or even death. Throughout the whole book I expected one of the stories to have a good ending, describing how to survive…
Nathaniel Hawthorne because it is an absolutely fascinating story of the lengths you will go to make the one you love happy and the pursuit of perfection. Honestly, I didn’t deeply identify with any of the major characters but I have learned that a story doesn’t have to intensely resound with the events and details of my personal life for me to appreciate the beauty and depth of good character development. 1) Which character in your selected story stood out the most to you? Why? To what extent did you…
really tremendous impact on me. My grandfather passed away two years ago on December 15, 2011. Since then, not a day has gone by where he has not crossed my mind. Ever since I was little, my grandfather and I had a specific bond. In the vast majority of all my pictures from birth till age seven, my grandfather was holding me. Although my parents were never absent in my life, they worked a lot. My grandfather was the one who practically raised me. He did everything for my family; you think it, he did…