Until I entered the Technical University of Ilmenau eight months ago, I thought, I don’t know anything. Though the temperature was high, but it was a super windy day while I was walking on the streets of the city centre, with my hood on over my head, which was hiding me from everyone, and I was thinking, how come it is possible that all of sudden I have figured out everything and started to manage living all alone by myself? I was always a person who needed a guide to walk. I mean, not a guide but a companion. I was always afraid of loneliness, always needed someone to replete my emptiness by presence.
If there is no one like that, then my mind starts freaking me out, with all his scary tells. I have one of the weirdest minds of the world. It grew increasingly obdurate during my high school period. Since then, when it starts to speak, it starts to sail on the ocean full of psychedelic storms and it digs out the worst nightmare stories of my life for no reason. It serves the whole dish with the top of a prophecy, which never says anything good
I took that out of my shoulder pack and started from the page where I stopped last time. I was completely drowned in the attractive stitch of words of the novel, don’t know for how long but suddenly a gusty wind came distracted me by turning all my pages back to the page-marker, floated the plumage in the air for two seconds, and placed that on the lap of the girl, beside her right hand. I was astonished by that behavior of nature and started to feel really shy. The girl stood up, came to me and gives me the page-marker with a smile and three words, ‘here it is’. Meanwhile, I was also on my feet, for the first time we had a complete eye-contract and I was mesmerized. Though she was smiling, but there were two shiny lines on her eye-lids which said to me, a morose mood of deep melancholy had descended upon